When it rains, it pours. So much stress today.
I’m going to Las Vegas this week to meet up with my mom, who won a 4 night vacation package there and naturally this is the week where there’s a “big push” for my freelance job.
I’m trying to get as much done tonight and tomorrow, but I still have to pack and go to my job. The good news is that this trip is only costing me one day of work at the bookstore.
While the freelance gig is good, it’s also intermittent, doesn’t pay regularly, and the biggest issue is that it’s preventing me from working on a new reel so I can get a full time job somewhere. I mean, that’s not the only reason I can’t get a job, but it certainly doesn’t help.
Day 8 of being selfish meant watching the latest ep of GOT this morning. Kay talked to me a little bit yesterday. She wished me happy Easter which shocked the hell out of me, but other than that she didn’t say much. I paid the bills this morning and email asked my roommates about a few apartment things and Kay’s email seemed very cold to me, but of course that could be my reading into things since she’s been so cold to me lately.
So i dunno how it is until I get home or she does. Still feels tense. I haven’t told her i’m leaving for a few days. I’m waiting until tomorrow.