Im putting this on my therapy blog because I am irrationally upset and my fan blog I no place for this.
I will preface this by saying I understand that this is irrational and emotional but I cannot feel any other way at the moment and this is what this blog is for. Getting my upset out of me.
I’m at lunch sobbing in the back room because of this stupid Thor stuff. They’re not even letting him keep his name. I just don’t know how they can do this.
I’m so upset. It’s over. I never thought I would wake up today and have my favorite character of all time taken away from me on the name of gender equality.
I don’t want to look at any Thor stuff right now. It’s too upsetting.
I’m so stupid for getting so upset but they’re saying he’s permanently going away and “Thor” is going to be this new woman now and I just can’t handle it. I can’t get over that they’re turning Thor into a batman like mantle for others to wear— Thor doesn’t have another name. I don’t know what to do I can’t even think about him now because I don’t know what to call him. He doesn’t have a new name yet.
I loved this character so much. So many times I’ve drawn him, so many of his adventures and it’s over.
I mean it’s a comic so maybe “permanent” is not forever but how long? Six months? A year? Five years? I wished they had killed him instead of this.
I foolishly made him this happy place for me, never thinking it would be destroyed but it is. Now it’s ruined.
I know in stupid. I know. You don’t have to tell me. I’ll be over it on a few days hopefully. But right now I’m just—